MERCER, hannah elaine

Hannah Elaine Mercer
It's been five years since we've spoken last.
And you can't take back, what we never had.
Oh, I can be manipulated, only so many times,
Before even "I love you" starts to sound like a lie.
You have a hollowed out heart, but it's heavy in your chest.
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless, hopeless, you're hopeless.

Born to be,

Hannah Elaine Mercer

Call me,

Just Hannah, unless someone comes up with something. However, that doesn't mean she'll respond to it.

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I blow out my candles on,

September 15th

I'm pushing,

Sixteen

You can tell by my attitude I'm a,

Virgo

I' was born a,

Female, Witch

I tend to crush on,

Heterosexual

Due to my rents I'm a,

Halfblood

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Sorting hat says I was born a,

Slytherin

I'm in my,

Sixth

Oh look it's shiny,

Wand: 10 1/2, Dragon heartstring, oak

They say I look like, Claire Holt But I don't really see it

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You don't know your beautiful:

Hannah stands at an average five feet, six inches and weighs about one hundred and twenty pounds. She's a bit on the light side, but it stems from the fact she doesn't eat much. Not because she has an eating disorder, she just can't hold much. Hannah has naturally wavy blonde hair that reaches down to just past her shoulder blades, but sometimes she'll either straighten it or add actual curl to it. Her eyes are a darker shade of blue and if you pay close attention you'll see the pain they hold. When she smiles, it never reaches her eyes. Sadly, Hannah also holds a couple scars here and there from her father abusing her when she was younger. For clothes, when not in uniform, Hannah likes to wear jeans and a nice top. Sometimes she'll wear dresses or skirts, but she's more comfortable in jeans.

What make me unique;

Seemingly broken from the world she once knew, Hannah is very closed off to the people around her. She has a strong emotional wall built up that keeps her from getting close to anyone for fear of being hurt again. Hannah comes across to other students as a bit standoffish and sometimes cold due to her quiet nature and the comments she makes toward people when they get on her nerves. She's not afraid to be upfront with a person and tell them what she thinks, which most of the time isn't anything good. Even if she does like someone, she doesn't show it very well because she doesn't want them to think they can put themselves in her life when she doesn't want them there, or can't handle the betrayal that might come with it. She's also more calm when it comes to her temper. She doesn't yell, but she knows how to make snide comments and then walk away with the last word.

Despite the cold facade, Hannah is just a girl who lost her mom too young and had to deal with the anger her father felt. Not that it makes her any less hurt and angry, but she is sensitive and quite caring underneath it all. She desperately wants to be able to have friends and find someone to love, she's just terrified of what could happen if they don't really care about her. She's not sure who she can trust when she couldn't even trust her own father. She's very intelligent, making above average grades. What else does she have to do if she doesn't have many friends? She'll just read or study. If it's a nice day she'll go for a walk or run.

Because of everything she's been through, Hannah is an insomniac. She can't sleep very well and most of the time, if she gets to sleep, she doesn't stay asleep. It also doesn't help that when she closes her eyes she sometimes pictures her father yelling and abusing her. So, a lot of times you'll find her wandering about at night. She doesn't even care if she gets caught. She'd just rather explore and do things than lie there and do nothing. Also, going back to yelling, she absolutely hates it. It makes her nervous and sometimes, if more severe, she'll freeze up or cry. She doesn't like to cry and tries not to in front of people because she doesn't want them to know she's upset because it makes her weak, but it's something she can't control.

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Likes;

• Exploring
  
• Music
  
• The sound of rain
  
• Chocolate
  
• Herbology
  
• Flowers
  
• Animals
  
• Dancing
  
• Swimming
  
• Pastel colors
  
• Keeping busy
  

Dislikes;

• Her father
  
• Large crowds
  
• Loud noises
  
• Being touched
  
• Threats
  
• Closing her eyes at night
  
• Alcohol
  
• Being afraid
  
• Not being able to trust anyone
  
• The thought of being alone
  
• Abuse toward humans or animals
  
• Yelling
  

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Taking a peek into the past,


Nationalities,

English

Birth place,

Bradford, England

Current residence,

London, England

Mother,

Jessica Lewis (deceased)

Father,

Thomas Mercer

Siblings,

none

Pet,

none

Patronus,

Raven

Living the teenage dream,

Born to Thomas and Jessica Mercer, Hannah came into the world to be brought up by two very loving parents. As a child, she had everything she could possibly want. Her parents were in love, despite the fact her mum was a muggle and her father a wizard, and they loved her all the same. She never had to worry about going hungry or losing her home. It was all very simple and normal. Well, as normal as any magical child's life could be. Her father was all about teaching her about the magical world even before she could understand him. But it didn't last very long.

At the age of seven, Hannah's mother got into a bad accident on her way home from work one night. She was t-boned on the driver's side by a drunk driver and killed immediately. Being very hard on Hannah and her father, they both fell into their own kind of depression. Hannah cried a lot and wished all the time that her mother would come home, but she never did. Her father, however, resorted to drinking. It didn't take long for it to start getting worse and worse until he was so angry and taking it out on Hannah. It started out as verbal abuse and then moved to physical abuse. Hannah never understood what she did wrong, and to this day she still wonders what she did to make her father take it out on her.

When she turned eleven, Hogwarts became her safe haven. Even if she didn't trust anyone and didn't make any friends, she was just happy to be out of her father's reach. When it came to the holidays, she wouldn't go home. She would just send a gift and a letter to him making an excuse up so he wouldn't be angry. The only time she ever went home was during the summertime, when she had no other choice. It was hard for the young blonde, and still is. She doesn't really have a support system, so she feels alone, but she's afraid to get close to anyone so she's created a barrier that won't allow anyone to become that support for her. Now, she is in her sixth year at Hogwarts and just trying to get by the best she can. Maybe she'll learn to let someone in before she graduates.

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I like to be called,

Kate

Forever young,

Nineteen

Time is of the essence,

Eastern United States

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I also play,

Elyza Mae Greyback

She is fantastic Kate. Her history is so sad *snugs* Please don't forget to make your claims <3