Dirty little secret [ben]

Well today marked the day he would officially be sixteen. Nothing felt different, yet at least his day fell on a weekend. Albus laid in bed looking at the ceiling. The murky lake water caused an emerald green color to fill his room with a tiny bit of light. Albus disliked being in the dungeon, it was closer and didn't feel very homey. What was he going to do on his special day? Albus was sure his mother had something planned for he and Lily's birthdays when they arrived at home but today he wanted to celebrate himself. The last five days he had been avoiding his boyfriend. It wasn't that he didn't miss Ben, he just took some time to reflect on his corrupted actions the night of the ball. Albus didn't mean to lead Ben on, but he got nervous and told his boyfriend he wasn't ready to further their relationship. Ben didn't take it so well. At age fifteen the boy wasn't even ready if he allowed some touching and kissing. It was off the over all point. That following morning he left Ben sleeping alone, and he remembered Ben not liking him doing that the first time. Yet he was hung over and didn't want to answer any questions. Albus let a soft sigh escape his lips and forced himself out of bed. Some fresh air could do him well. All this over thinking was going to drive him mad.

Albus got on his black skinny jeans with his jumper and put on his navy blue peacoat. He bundled up in his scarf and put his black Converse on before walking out the dormitory. Albus watched his feet as he walked. He didn't want to be clumsy and fall on his way out the common room. After he exited he walked the dark cold hallway and made his way to the Great hall. Albus settled down having some breakfast his aqua eyes skimming over the clock. It was noon, did he really sleep that long? Al wrapped up his brunch session and went outside. The quidditch patch seemed like a good place to go. He always loved sitting up on the stands over looking the castle grounds. His eyes caught sight of his boy friend on the field. Lucky he was distracted. Albus moved quickly and gracefully like a ghost until he was under the stands. The boy took in a breath climbing the stairs and when he got to the top he took a seat enjoying the scenery.

It was no surprise he was soon spotted and he felt his stomach turn. Merlin, Facing his boyfriend was not on the agenda so he'd play it off the best he could. "Ben, how are you? I have not seen you since well..." Albus said his voice cracking with nervousness as he looked down at his shoes saddened. It was time to fess up and take his scolding like a man. Yet it was his birthday, he hoped Ben wouldn't be too harsh. Albus looked up locking eyes with Ben slowly a guilty look on his face. "I'm really sorry I have just been studying and reflecting..I figured you might have needed to do the same." Albus said his tone soft but sincere. He licked his lips and stood up walking over to Ben. He gave the surrounding a quick glance before wrapping his arms around Ben looking up at him with innocent eyes. "You have to forgive me...It's my day." Albus pouted wide eyed. Kissing ass was not something he did but he was a bit wrong for avoiding the boy he loved.

Benjamin Dearborn was a man of many things, he was kind to those who deserved it, he was cruel to those who crossed him and he was a good lover, but how would ALbus know this? Oh he wouldn't...yeah that's right Albus Potter left Benjamin the God Dearborn again for the second time stranded in the morning, oh but not only that, he avoided him for the last five days without a single explanation oh and then on top of all of that before abandoning him that morning Al Potter had left Ben to his hand that night. He was far from thrilled with the boy at this point, he sat at the Gryffindor table listening to James brood, god why didn't he notice before how brooding and negative his best bud was some times, Emma this, Emma that, here it went again and finally Ben snapped, he got sick of it for once and he got to his feet storming out of the Great Hall without a single word. He knew that James would probably question him later, well screw it. He grabbed his broom and headed outside without a second thought to the cold, he didn't care, his blood was pumping fast enough with his rage to keep him warm. He reached the pitch and mounted his broom but as his eyes flickered up he scowled at the sight he saw, Albus. He got on his broom and flew right to the boy, hopping off of it at the stands and tossing the broom aside when he stood in front of the boy. Ha, the boy's first words made Ben's eyes narrow,"Since you left me alone for the second morning in a row and left me with my hand Albykins? Hope yer mum has a good stain remover for that shirt you were wearing" he said he was seething, and he meant very well that he had jizzed on the boy's back while he was sleeping that night. He looked at Albus, his gaze cold and slightly torn as the boy tried stammering out explanations,"Studying? DO I look like I need to study? " he said before realizing his great boyfriend would have a snappy come back to that,"Don't you dare say it" he stopped the boy before he could manage a comeback. A moment, it took a moment for the boy to wrap his small arms around Ben and he looked down, those eyes, those bloody hued and multi colored orbs, damnit. He forced himself to look away as he listened to the apology that came and he then looked back down,"Yeah I know its your bloody day, I've been trying to get a hold of you for days to try and explain I had plans but no, you kept avoiding me, slipping away every time you saw me" he said. He looked down at his feet avoiding eye contact,"See I'm not mad about you denying me....what I'm mad about is this avoiding me for no reason bull" he said as his eyes finally flitted up to Albus's crap, no....damnit. "I forgive you though....damnit those bloody eyes" he groaned weak.

At the sound of the broom hitting the stand he looked at Ben unamused, unstartled. Albus licked his lips crossing his arms over his chest as he leaned back shifting his weight to one side. Ben's sarcasm was no surprise to him as he walked a bit closer noting that Ben didn't give him the respect of eye contact. Albus sucked his teeth and scowled at Ben's last comment. Although he remembered that shirt being a bit damp and sticky when he woke up he had no accusations toward what the substance was. "That is disgusting." Albus snapped scrunching his nose. "How immature of you, like a child that didn't have his way!" Albus added, listening as Ben ranted on and on. Did he look like he needed to study, with no regard to Ben's threat he put his hand on his hip. "It wouldn't hurt, and yes you do actually." Albus replied shaking his head. He dropped his hands from Ben's waist and backed up slowly from his hugging position. That was it, he crossed the line. "Listen, you stop taking your nonsense. I avoided you because I didn't want to hear this. No I was not ready and yes I have been on a drinking spree and needed time for myself and my mind to recover." Albus said loud. He got right in Ben's face now. "I have plans for my life unlike yourself and I won't be a mare man whore with no set goals. So excuse me for avoiding you Benny." Albus snapped shoving past Ben. The small boy walked down the stairs fast as possible. He wanted to cry but no not like this. Ben could take his fake act to forgive him and take it to Gringotts and cash it for what it was worth. The boy stormed across the quidditch patch his fist cocked. The anger was not him, but he wouldn't be disrespected like that. Not by Benjamin Dearborn, not my any man.

He listened catching every single word and reacting as appropriate to each response,"Even if it is disgusting it happened because you don't just blue ball your boyfriend" he said as he watched Albus step back and he watched the boy get upset, well good he deserved to be upset just as much as Ben was. He scowled,"I don't need to study a damn thing I'm too busy studying the colors in those damn eyes of your's and the way your body tenses when you get upset and how you walk with a cute little skip in your step and how your nose scrunches up when you life and AHHH" he groaned his mind racing as too many thoughts of his boyfriend raced through his head. He watched Albus push by him and he turned on his heel forgetting his broom and chasing after him. He finally caught up at the bottom of the stairs and he grabbed the boy slamming his back against the wall. He looked Albus straight in the eyes his hands shaking, his eyes forcing tears back before he let go of the boy and he stepped back,"I...I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that just now, I'm sorry" he said feeling bad for getting physical with the smaller boy. He looked Albus up and down for a moment before he turned and walked away a small box with a bow on it falling out of his pocket that held Albus' present of a small promise ring and though Ben knew the significance of it he wasn't sure Albus even wanted him any more. He shoved his hands deep in the pants of his jeans not noticing the box was gone now and left in front of Albus, he just kept walking back toward the castle brushing away the tears that left his eyes.

"Well you shouldn't make me feel like I have to. Then finally when I agree make me feel awkward!" Albus snapped. Crossing his arms. When Ben admitted to what he studied, he was already off and running. Nothing cute could make him less angry at this point, yet he did feel special that Ben took time to notice the little things he did. His eyes? Why was everyone now a days so focused on them? His father had passed them down, he in his family the only one with Grandma Lily's eyes. Upon reaching the bottom stairs he was grabbed and forced against the wall hard. His back crashing against the stand wall and he let the tears he held back for so long, roll down his freckled cheeks. The boy had never seen Ben get so angry that he had to get physical with him. Albus took a breath and wiped his cheeks but that didn't fix the hurt and fear that was pressed on his face. At Ben's hands shaking he tried to gather his over all thoughts but he was still in shock. Now he was sorry? Albus watched as Ben walked off and he scooted down into a seated position holding his own knees to his chest. This was new, now he couldn't hold back the tears. Al wasn't sure if he was more angry with Ben for snapping on him or more mad that he pushed the boy too do so.


When he felt strong enough to look up, his eyes captured Ben dropping something and he hesitantly got to his feet. They loved each other, they could get through anything right? Albus walked slowly to the item retrieving the small box. He quirked an eyebrow and opened it his fingers grazing over the inscriptions in the small ring. Albus shook his head and ran toward Ben. He was never one for athletics but he sure proved to himself he could be a track star. The boy stopped dead in front of Ben and he looked up his own eyes puffy and red matching his boyfriends. "No.. don't just go. You said you wouldn't leave, you said you'd always love me." Albus cried, he was well aware of how dramatic he was sounding and he never displayed this side but it was coming from the heart. He reached up brushing away Ben's tears and looked down taking Ben's hand. He felt how cold it was and he slid the small box into Ben's palm. His eyes glanced up meeting with Ben's as he shook his head frantically in his own state of hysteria. "You didn't do it right, nope you didn't." Albus claimed his voice cracking a bit. It was time to get a hold of himself. Albus wiped his own tears and took in a few breaths. "I didn't mean to avoid you, and I was being selfish or I couldn't face you. Yet here I am admitting it now..it should count for something." Albus said, he was stubborn all the time due to his need to always be right but now he felt weaker then usual. "Just please..please this day doesn't have to be bad." Al said wrapping his arms round Ben's waist pulling himself closer. The boy rest his head on Ben's chest and listened to the pulsing. This was his spot we're he always longed to be and he wouldn't allow it to just walk away. Not now, not like this.

He was in the courtyard when he heard it, the familiar sound of rushed footsteps, gasping of air and then there he was in front of him looking like a flustered asthmatic. He stopped though he stopped and half of him wanted to pull out a cigarette and light it but he knew as usual Albus wouldn't allow that so he stopped himself as he thumbed the pack of cigarettes in his pocket. He felt his tears being brushed from his face and he looked down into the boy's eyes and as he went to reach his hand out he felt Albus shove something into his hand. he looked down at the small box before glancing back into his boyfriend's eyes as he insisted he had done it wrong. He was confused for a brief moment before he toyed with the bow on the box and he sighed out. Then the boy wrapped his arms around him and placed his hand against Ben's chest. He looked down and with his free hand he ran his fingers through the boy's hair and he before resting his chin on Albus's head. "I'm sorry I ruined your birthday" he whispered but he gently pulled back and he showed the box to Albus and opened it slowly,"But happy birthday handsome, be mine....with everything you are and I will give you the same, like I said, forever, and I meant it" he said as he looked into Albus's eyes with his big puppy dog ones before he took the ring from the box and put it on what would be the boy's wedding finger. He closed the box and tucked it into Albus's peacoat before he smiled,"Now tell me anywhere or anything you want to do for your birthday and I'll make it happen" he said eager to get out of the depressing mood they were both in.

It felt like eternity holding on to Ben awaiting some kind of reaction from the boy. In that moment he felt safe right there in his special place. The sound of Ben's fast heartbeat caused him to be a bit impatient because he just wanted to defuse the whole situation. When he felt Ben's hand playing with his hair he squeezed his boyfriend a bit tighter and nuzzled his face against him. Soon he was looking up into Ben's eyes listening to him admit to ruining his birthday. Albus shook his head. "No you didn't ruin it, I would have ruined it not allowing you to take part in it." Albus admitted shamefully. If he hadn't ran into Ben he would have probably ran off by himself and spent his day in the book store wishing he had someone as special as Ben to share it with. Albus looked into the box and he'd play off a shocked look though he was well aware of what it was. "Oh it's beautiful Ben." Albus claimed excitedly. Letting his boyfriend ship it on his ring finger. "Then committed we shall be, forever." Albus confirmed with a charming grin as he looked at the ring on his finger a bit dazzled. His eyes sparkled like they had never yet it might have just been from breaking down. "I love you." Albus said getting to his tippy toes and kissing Ben's cheek lightly. When Ben asked what he wanted to do he smirked and nudged his boyfriend playfully. "We could always get some of those chocolate covered strawberries your so fond of Baby." Albus teased furrowing his eyebrows up and down. A chuckle then he had to really think about what he really wanted.

The squawking of a bird and the sighed of a white snowy owl with an envelope was captured in his aqua eyes and he caught the letter peeking in. His mother had sent him some birthday money, now he wouldn't feel so guilty when Ben tried to pay for everything knowing he could contribute. The boy said nothing to his boyfriend because he knew his Ben would object so he just shoved it into his peacoat inner pocket and took Ben's hand. "How about we get away for the night? We could go to a hotel in London, and maybe sight see for the night. Have dinner, you know I love all those lights. " Albus suggested walking toward the castle. He hated to travel by flu but with Ben he could do anything. "I would like that, and chocolate cake." Albus added closing his eyes moaning in pleasure with the thought of warm chocolaty goodness. A hotel sounded a little expensive but he would spend his money if he had to, it wasn't a big deal. Also he didn't want to run into anyone and have them question why he wasn't with family on his birthday. Even if Ben was like family...well more then family but the point was there.

Albus walked to one of the class rooms and took a handful of flu powder holding on to Ben. He looked over and tossed the handful in speaking clearly. "The Leaky Cauldron." Albus chimed softly. Once there he dusted he and Ben off. "So what shall we do first, did you like my idea?" Albus asked wide eyed. At least he and Ben didn't have anyone to worry about now. Albus laced fingers with Ben and started to walk toward the streets of London. Exiting the tavern he took a deep breath of cold air. Yes this was how his day was suppose to be. The people of London were doing a bit of last moment Christmas shopping then it dawned on him he didn't know what to get Ben. Panic flooded his mind, but he would see something along the way for sure. The day was rounding late afternoon the possibilities were endless.

He liked it, Ben watched the boy's eyes light up and it made him happy to know that Albus truly did love the gift he had spent so much time thinking of what to get him and this worked out perfectly. He smiled but at the mention of strawberries, Ben's eye twitched and he looked down at Albus,"Tell me you're kidding" he said and as soon as the boy switched the subject Ben was alright now, the twitching stopped and he was soon being tugged along inside. He agreed with Albus's plans they actually sounded pretty decent and Ben could use a night away from the castle in a bigger bed in a quieter room. When he found himself in the Leaky Cauldron he watched as Albus brushed off the soot from both of them. He reached down and took Albus by the hand allowing the boy to lead the way once more. "What kind of food are you in the mood for babe I know a place for any kind of food you can think of say name a type and I'll take you there" he explained as he waved down a red double decker bus and got on paying both fares. He pulled Albus to a seat in the back by the window and he put Albus by the window and wrapped his arms around the boy as he rested his chin on Al's shoulder,"I know this nice hotel too we can stay at, my treat babe your not spending a dime on your birthday" he said knowing that would become one of the next arguments but he wasn't going to let his boyfriend spend money on his own birthday it wasn't right.

Nope Albus was not kidding about the strawberry comment but he remained silent for a while. "If that is what your pretty little heart desires and you believe it, then I was only kidding Benny." Albus mused with a wink before their travels. Ben just made him think dirty sometimes, he couldn't help it. With this age came hormones, the ones he wanted to deny but he was having a bit of trouble after that night. Albus blushed at his own thoughts and walked the street on to the bus. He smiled when Ben let him have the window seat and he sat there in amazement at all the signs. After catching his boyfriend's words he narrowed his eyes and looked over to him resting on his shoulder. "Fine, but your just going to make me top your last three dates on the one where I actually get to treat." Albus said shrugging, truth be told he never knew if he was going to see that day. Food, there was so many possibilities but he was feeling a bit daring. "Italian, I want Pasta and meatballs with some yummy garlic bread." Albus admitted purring a bit. It sounded very appetizing. He looked back to the window and put his hands on the glass enjoying the rest of the bus ride.

Once off the bus he took Ben's hand allowing himself to be lead to the restaurant of Ben's knowledge to fulfill his request. The two were seated and asked what they wanted to drink and he always replied "Wine would be nice." It was tradition for most Italian people to have it so why couldn't they? "Benny, we should get a room with a hottub!" Albus shouted wide eyed excited, he'd enjoyed being pampered in this aspect as well. "Can we pweease?" He asked, he was a bit hyper and he hadn't a clue why. "We could drink in there and cuddle, then we could rent a movie and lay in the big bed! You think there will be lots of pillows?" Albus asked he was overly excited he wasn't sure Ben could keep up at this point.

He looked out the window for the whole ride until they reached the spot and he got to his feet and pulled Albus along with him. When they got off the bus he looked around for a moment and he slid his hand into Albus's before leading him into the restaraunt. When they got to the table he made sure that Albus sat on the inside before Ben sat down in the aisle side of the booth. Wine? He nodded his boyfriend was good at thinking of what would make the mood better. Ben glanced at the menu briefly,"Bottle of your finest win on ice please" he said gently lying one of his hands on Albus' thigh before looking the menu over in full now,"Anything look good to you boo? I know I'm gonna get me some cheese raviolis and some garlic bread" he said before he closed his menu and gave Albus time to decide on his food. When his boyfriend decided they ordered and Ben kept his hand on Al's thigh the whole time they sat there. He just kind of enjoyed the silence between them looking at Albus who was looking out the window all the time. When the food came Ben ate up quicker than the last time, eager to get to the hotel but he waited patiently for Albus to finish too. He got up and paid the bill after awhile and then he grabbed Albus by the hand and led him out back onto the streets. They would walk the rest of the way to the hotel since it wasn't very far. Reaching the door of the big building he opened it for Albus before heading to the front desk. He explained to the desk keep that he wanted a big room with a hot tub and she gave him the keys. He tugged Al along to the elevator and pressed the button once inside. As soon as the doors opened he pulled Albus to the room and opened the door,"Happy Birthday feel free to have anything you want they'll just charge it to my card" he assured closing the door and kicking off his shoes, he pointed to the hot tub and grinned winking at Albus looking the boy over, he licked his lips and didn't give Al time to proccess a thing, Ben stripped down to his boxers and walked right into the hot tub getting comfortable before he gestured for his boyfriend,"Ya gonna come in stud? Waters just right" he assured.

His aqua eyes skimmed over the menu and he looked up to the woman. "I think I will keep it traditional with spaghetti and meatballs and garlic bread." Albus said, the boy was British and Irish not a fancy. When their plates arrived he looked over it his plate nodding for the woman to grate fresh Parmesan cheese over his pasta meal. It looked delicious to say the least. Albus licked his lips and looked down at Ben's hand and bit his bottom lip. The small boy wouldn't comment on it he didn't exactly object to the feelings he was experiencing. As he ate he enjoyed each bite finishing off 2 thirds of the dish before he was full. Albus sipped his wine taking in the surroundings. Everything was beautiful and traditional in this restaurant. He enjoyed it until it was time to go. "Thank you Baby that was amazing, I love Italian every once in a while." Albus said gratefully.

The boy was soon being lead out and he looked up at the fancy hotel and smirked. Tonight was going to be a night to remember even if things went bad he would have a memory in a five star hotel. Albus entered looking around wide eyed. At every painting he stopped and observed the art. It was fine Ben was distracted in getting them a room. Reading the small notes on each painting he felt like he took in knowledge, therefore one goal for the day was completed. Albus was soon enough by Ben's side going to the floor where their room was. "Do you think it's going to be amazing?" He asked anticipating every thing. Once there he closed his eyes til the door was opened and he smirked entering. "It's brilliant, oh I want too.." Albus said running over and kicking off his shoes jumping on the big bed til he was content. It felt nice being a child for a moment and when Ben spoke of the hottub he smirked. "You didn't?" He said in disbelief. When Ben stripped he knew it was sufficient and he slowly stripped down to his boxers climbing in the walk water. He moved a bit closer to Ben letting his legs cross his boyfriend's lap. "It's huge and perfect, amazing I couldn't be happier." Al admitted his eyes bright and sparkly. He moved closer to Ben crawling in his lap the jets moving all around. He saw a bottle of liquor on ice and smirked. "Oh what do we have here?" He questioned reaching over grabbing the bottle. Albus popped the top and took a long drink the brandy burning his throat. He then handed it to Ben and let his boyfriend drink while he trailed kisses down the older boy's neck.

He watched Albus closely as the boy stripped down to next to nothing and he bit his bottom lip smirking slightly as he watched the Little Potter crawl into the hot tub and into his lap without a second hesitation. Did this boy not understand that he was just going to get himself in trouble again, especially if he ended up getting Ben too excited again, there just would be no denying Ben tonight, boy's birthday or not. He looked to the bottled for a moment watching as Albus grabbed it,"Whats it look like?" he asked before he watched the boy down a bit of the liquor before he took the bottle himself and brought it to his lips taking a decent drain from it before he handed it back to his boyfriend. He groaned though at the feel of the boy's lips on his neck and now he was really asking for trouble. He tried to surpress the soft sound that escaped his lips but he couldn't it escaped before he could stop it. He placed one arm around the boy pulling him further against himself before he entangled his free hand in the boy's hair. "Don't do anything you'll regret Albus...please don't do anything you'll regret" he whispered as he bit down hard on his bottom lip unable to hold back any longer he pulled the boy's head away from his neck and locked lips with Albus passionately.

What did it look like? Albus narrowed his eyes and licked his lips taking the bottle from his boyfriend reading through the label. "It look like a bottle of Courvoisier L'Essence de Courvoisier. Which is imported from France, it's year seems to be a hundred years of age and forty percent alcohol." Albus said looking up at Ben the wise ass. Albus could top it, he knew this. A smirk crossed his lips and he took a large drink from the bottle setting it in the ice. The boy could feel the blood pulsing through Ben's neck as he trailed kisses all over his boyfriend's jugular vein. Soon his hair was being pulled and he locked eyes with Ben and gulped. The wine had mellowed him out and the brandy hadn't set in he was well away of what he was doing at this point. It was nice to be close and lovey but the words Ben spoke were serious. "Don't be so serious Ben." Albus whispered before being pulled into a kiss. The feelings of passion set in and let moaned into the kiss placing his hand on the back of Ben's neck. He breathed slowly out of his nose and rocked his hips a little feeling over powered. After realizing this he pulled away and his cheeks tinted a pink color. If he was doing anything it wasn't going to be under pressure hopefully.

"We didn't even get to have cake yet." Albus pouted getting out of the hottub. He wrapped a towel around his waist after drying off. Albus left Ben in the hottub while he tried to work the phone. "Damn bloody muggle device." Albus scowled. When he figured it out he placed a call to the cake shop ordering an urgent delivery. In this time he walked over to the window looking over the city as it got dark. There was so much he wanted to do with Ben it was his ego that wouldn't let him. Al wanted to please, he wanted to make Ben happy and not just tease him but he was nervous. Would his mother approve, would James disown him? Would his father be proud to know he didn't carry on with the Potter last name? These were all questions he had to ask himself. There it was again, he was over thinking. Why was he being hypocritical when he just told Ben not to be so serious.

A knock on the door caused him to walk over and open it a woman staring at his half naked body. "So..sorry." Albus said walking into the bathroom. "I need money." he said shameful taking the money from his boyfriend hand returning to the door. "Keep the change." Albus said carrying the cake back into the bathroom and got back in his spot in Ben's lap. "Sorry, it got a bit intense I needed to cool off.." Albus explained looking down into the water feeling guilty. "I won't do it again, I promise." Albus explained reaching for the cake box. Albus opened it and grinned looking over the cake. [/b][/url] "I even got your favorite topping." Albus mused with a wink referring to the strawberries. Al dipped his finger in the frosting and looked at Ben. The boy got comfortable and slowly brought his finger to his lips and allowed his tongue twirl around his frosting covered finger, he slowly placed his finger in his mouth sucking slowly never diverting his gaze from his boyfriend's. When he was done he swallowed down the sugary goodness and bit his bottom lip. "Was I sexy Benny?" Albus asked, at least now Ben wouldn't have to feel awkward about the strawberry incident. [/font]

The wise ass, oh he could read a label, lucky him. Ben rolled his eyes slightly,"Alright now that you've passed your test of having 20/20 vision smart ass.." he mused before he was lost in the ecstasy of the kiss and he felt the boy's hips and he went to move his hands to grab the boy's waist but as soon as he did, the boy slid through his fingers and quickly away from him. Ben's eyes narrowed watching the boy scamper out of the hottub and over to the telephone watching him fumble with it,"You dial the number then hit the green button" he explained trying to hide his aggitated tone, the boy wanted the cake more than he wanted to enjoy the sexy time with Ben, lovely, this was going to be a very long night. At the sound of the door Ben looked up ruffling his hair and he sighed hearing the boy needed money, oh now he was asking for money and leaving Ben high and dry. He scowled and shoved twenty bucks at Albus and when he told the lady to keep the change he looked at him,"You do realize you just gave that lady like a ten dollar tip?" What'd she do pop out of the cake?" he asked before he found the boy back in his lap and he sighed. His eyes fluttered the the cake box when Albus opened it and his scowl crossed his lips again at the strawberries and further at Al's comment,"See how can you be like this and not give in? You make no sense" he said as he watched Albus with the frosting and he bit his bottom lip for a moment watching as he shifted his waist a bit uncomfortably,"Yes...but if you keep it up you're gonna have to solve some issues Al" he said not liking how the boy was such a tease.

Tip? Who really cared about the tip. "Yeah I am aware I did, but she saw me in my knickers Ben, I had to give her something to smile about." Albus explained chewing the inside of his cheek. "The poor girl might have been disappointed she couldn't have me, so the ten dollars might have done her some good." Albus explained being a little cocky. Albus looked over to the strawberries and reached for one holding it in front of Ben. "I don't know what your talking about Benny. I don't give in? Isn't being this close enough for you?" Albus asked getting comfortable in Ben's lap before pouting. "Your spoiled you know that?" Albus asked quirking an eyebrow. It was true he knew what Ben was talking about but he wasn't sure what he did or why he did it exactly. "It's like every time I get..well you know something panics inside of me and I have to stop what I'm doing. I just over think. I'm sorry." Albus said biting into the strawberry and tossing the stem in the trash. He chewed for a bit. "Drinking helps me though, but I don't want to always have to be drunk to allow you to get close with me Ben. It isn't fair to you." Albus explained reaching for the bottle. He took back a big gulp and handed the bottle to Ben. "Also I want to remember my first time." Albus explained sticking his nose up before teasing Ben with the frosting. Albus examined Ben's reaction and he couldn't help to smile when the boy bit his lip at licking the frosting off his finger. "Does that make you want it Benny?" Albus whispered in a sexy tone resting his forehead on Ben's. He looked into Ben's eyes and he did already know the answer to his own question but teasing was so easy. It was fun actually, and he didn't take it serious when maybe he should. "An issue? There is no problem Albus Potter can not solve, this is a fact." Albus boasted taking another drink from the bottle. Albus ran his fingers along Ben's jawline and smiled. "Your so handsome." Albus admitted scrunching his nose. He did appreciate the face he had a beautiful boyfriend but it was just getting over his fears that was his issue. "Okay, coax me into it. Come on give it a go." Albus suggested leaning back. He needed to get over his anxiety and fear of being intimate. Albus trusted Ben knew more then he did. "When I get nervous, don't let me change the subject." Albus added. The boy was being serious now, he had faith Ben could persuade him as stubborn as he was.